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Aug 5, 2005
well, i can now safely say that i am back... again, dear hearts, i know not whence the next entry onto this sorry thing will come...
I have most likely been to hell and back in the short time in between my posts... efforts to conform to the standard of thinness found in the female of the human race have totally consumed my time... and alas, school has now started once again... tis a sad and true tale i lay, for as my brain sturggles to comprehend the many things that teachers attempt to shove into our poor and pitiful noggins... my spirit is borne away by the wind of my imagination...
That is all for now... once again, adieu...
Kokuei
Posted at 01:42 pm by sakurayamakawa
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May 3, 2005
Well, it seems as though fate had not wanted myself to write for the past few days... my laptop had gotten damaged and did not want to work, much less log onto the internet... as to why i could not go use another computer... i am sad to say that i was not home at the time so that was not an option.
A friend of mine pointed out that i was starting to get angsty in this blog... well, i suppose she is right. all of this is a product of my tired and very run-down damaged mind, after all... still, it does not escape me that i have been acting stranger than usual... hopefully, being able to write about it has some calming effect.
Pain... how many people can honestly say that they are a stranger to pain? Everyone in the world experiences pain. It does not matter if our skin is black or white, if we are tall or short...
Pain might just be one of the only things in this world that is truly unpredujiced...
Merely something to think about and ponder upon...
Until next time,
kokuei
Posted at 06:01 pm by sakurayamakawa
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May 2, 2005
I was gone for a while... hopefully won't be gone that long again...
I've met a new person who is distinctly interesting... new insights are available to myself that were not a mere two days before... hopefully, something useful can come from this... maybe even something ELSE...
kokuei
Posted at 06:07 pm by sakurayamakawa
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Apr 29, 2005
Too early to be doing this...
I know... i know...
It's too early in the morning to be awake let alone writing... anyway, i figured that i might as well take advantage of the fact and download all the OTHER junk i have lurking on my computer onto the blog... what follows are several pictures that i found just... hanging around my spider web! :P


sorry folks... that's all for now!
Posted at 02:49 am by sakurayamakawa
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Apr 28, 2005
It's a new day... hopefully better...
Well, not that I have many things to talk about...
Just the usual things a person normally would...
Blood is really an interesting concept... though i MUST wonder at my own sanity to use it in this.... whatever this is...
Well... nothing much has happened to me lately...
Maybe I should start by introducing myself first and foremost?
Ah well... for the purpose of this specific blog, i am currently Named Kokuei... which, for those of us who are Japanese-challenged, means Dark Shadow.
Although I HAVE met someone who occasionally refered to myself as Silowhete, as he spelled it. Needless to say, he was a bit... mentally-challenged...
I am NOT going to soften things for people... I am a Slytherin with certain Gryffindorish tendencies. A most... UNFORTUNATE circumstance, i can assure you...
Now, i am currently pondering if my sanity has altogether fled at this blatant attack on my person... ah, hopefully, i can catch it before it goes TOO far, yes?
Until the next time...
Kokuei
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Apr 27, 2005
Tom Felton... just a little pic for the new blog. One of many...

New blog... want to see if this one can hold my stuff... and yeah, whatever...
Posted at 11:04 pm by sakurayamakawa
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If questioning would make us wise
No eyes would ever gaze in eyes,
If all our tale were told in speech
No mouths would wander each to each.
Were spirits free from mortal mesh
And love not bound in hearts of flesh
No aching breasts would yearn to meet
And find their ecstasy complete.
For who is there that lives and knows
The secret powers by which he grows?
Were knowledge all, what were our need
To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?
Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"
I love you now until I die.
For I must love because I live
And life in me is what you give.
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